Dear Grandma: Wow! It's actually been almost 4 years since I wrote you that story. The last story and almost the last thing I have written in a long time. I am getting better. I was able to read some of the items that I have in the "bad" folder. I did not get torn all too pieces, only the dull ache was a little sharper and the tears...not as bad as in the past. It took me a couple of days to get where I could write you again. I am trying very hard to reach back out to the friends that have stood faithfully by me. And don't even realize what I have gone through, since I never let them know. Oh well, I need to get back to work. I will write your story here soon. Love, Me